no. I can’t keep making these jokes. They don’t even make sense and i’m just making overly sexual jokes for fun and somehow people think it’s funny. I’m sitting here and doing this while my mental and physical health is being destroyed and I’m unaware of it. I continue to do the same things I do, and I repeat every day now. I’ve lost my sense of time, and my time management skills are gone. I’m slowly loosing my grip on reality and i’m falling into a timeless dark pit and I play it off as nothing. I just want things to be normal again. I want her back. Why do all my friends and family have to disappear or die. Please just let me go back in life and let me be young again. I don’t want to be trapped in this asylum of a life i’m living in. Please just make it stop, I can’t do this anymore.

Haha autocorrect I mean yes baby of course