*I’m a single mother living with my 18 yo son. I’ve been very sexually frustrated after my divorce and I frequently masturbated myself with a dildo inside my room and I knew my son could hear my moans as I masturbated.*
The other day I as usual came back from work and while my son was still in school (he goes to college and it’s ten minutes from where we live) and I thought I’d spend a little me time and so I took out my dildo and was about to fuck myself with it but before I did it I realized my dildo was covered in some sort of goo. It was semi-transparent and a little milky. I always washed my dildo after each use and so maybe I forgot to wash them? Sometimes I also put KY jelly on it and so maybe it was KY jelly and I didn’t think too much about it and brought it to the sink and washed it off with soap water.
But the more I thought about it, the more confused I was. There was still a tiny residue of the same goo in the plastic container which I used to keep my dildo. I used my finger and swiped a little bit of it and brought it to my nose. It didn’t smell anything. Then I touched it with my tongue. It had a sweet-bitter taste and at that point a sudden flash came to my mind and I realized it was my son’s cum.
My son had cummed on my dildo, the same dildo that I have been sticking inside my mouth and my vagina. My stomach knotted and my head felt heavy. My heart was palpitating. I wondered if it was the first time he’s done it. And yet just after a few seconds after the initial confusion, shock, and terror, I was flushed from head to toe with a rush of horniness. Oh god my son wants me to masturbate with his cum. The thought made me so horny my face was contorted in agony and without consciously making any decision my hands started rubbing my nipples which were hard like rocks and then I scooped up the rest of the cum and put it in my mouth and I licked it hungrily, like a shameless slut.
I couldn’t wait anymore. I rushed to strip off my jeans and panties and stuck the dildo in my vagina. OMG my son wants me to masturbate with my dildo that is stained with his cum. I felt bad that I had washed off his cum instead of licking them cleaning. And yet I felt scared knowing that at any point I could have been accidentally sticking my son’s cum inside my pussy. All this was making me really confused and yet so horny after just a few thrusts with my dildo I ended up having a really nice orgasm from fucking myself.
I decided from then on when I masturbated at night, I could leave the door to my bedroom slightly open so that my son could see me masturbating if he wishes. Instead of just hearing it.