the laughing emoji is the bane of my existence.

every time i see it i hear it’s laugh as it sends chills down my spine. as it laughs at me and insults me for my failures in life, my utter incompetence in my social life and how no one loves me. it brings out nothing but the worst in me. the hatred. the anger. the sadistic side of me.

after seeing it so many times, im growing more and more paranoid. i see it in my dreams. it stands there menacingly, with that blank stare and those still and immobile tears. he appears in my hallucinations. everywhere i go, i see his face. that demonically huge mouth strikes nothing but fear into my heart.