Can somebody help me get more sleep. I have no money and live alone with a stolen phone/laptop. Been living on $0.00/yr since 2016. I’m also preparing to shoplift to get free food and water to survive. It’s moral as I would die without it. I’m a 19 year old white girl. Can I sell sex for money? I’m a virgin. I could sell sex to the neighbors that don’t know I live in this house. It’s very clean. I’m very clean. I shower in the lake, near the woods. I’ve been getting no sleep and it’s insane. I use a blanket I got when I was 14. I used to live with my parents. My dad and my mother, and my sisters. My sisters all moved out, and I was ready to move out. Just as I was trying to find a new house, my parents were shot and killed on May 18th, 2016 and I fled to this house. The attacker was trying to find me, and I heard his breathing when I went to this house. He kept firing shots near my house to try and kill me, or scare me. It was horrific. I tripped 3 times when running, and thought I was going to die and be raped. He chased me 5 miles from my house to this house, I was exhausted and ready to give up and surrender to the place of death. I tried to go back, hopefully to see if my parents will still alive, but he was there. I ran back, and was injured by him. Luckily I escaped him, and ran back to my house. I just want my family back. I loved my mom and she’s dead. I have no idea where my sisters are. I suppose the killer might have doxxed them and tried to kill them too. I’m going to get an illegal AK-47 and try to find the killer and take him down. I hope he is shot and killed, and raped. I have no morality anymore. I am willing to kill anything that gets into my way. I’m a bad girl. I will find the killer who ruined my and many other lives, for no reason. I’ve been stealing from a local Walmart, but the Walmart caught me, but I fled. I would have surrendered, but I couldn’t be arrested and risk him finding me and killing me. I wouldn’t want to be raped in prison too, as I’m a nice white girl. I stole about $1,000 from that Walmart until it closed. I have PTSD from the 2016 shooting. I have nightmares about him coming back. One time I even heard a shot at 3AM and at 4AM, screaming. I’ve seen the houses on the street come and go. I saw children playing. Dogs barking. I feel sad. The neighbors don’t know i live here. Some kids found me, but I knocked them out and they don’t remember it. The house was never finished. Please help me sleep