I spend hours on my Xbox home screen staring at my list of games that I have installed… Wondering why my life turned out the way it did. I can feel my emotions coming to a boil… Rage, Anxiety, Sadness and loneliness. Fighting back the urge for my bottle that contains a concoction of 151 and Seagram’s Gin. Losing this round and beginning to chug the rest of my happiness away. I begin loading my gun… Ready to end it all. All I know is sadness and pain… Hell doesn’t seem fitting for me. At that very moment my wife comes in telling me she’s tired of the Xbox home screen and leaves me for my grandfather. It wouldn’t have turned out this way if my friends would just stop play testing watchdogs created by blizzard owned by Activision distributed by EA at E3 and moved on to things like Overwatch, Monster Hunter, And Call of Duty Modern Future Shooter Ops 92.