**A justification on my actions**

This essay is a justification on my recent actions that have stirred up for the past couple weeks, and this is what I have to say. Before I try to say anything I would like to preface with something, my life. As you can imagine from an outside point of view my actions are deplorable and heinous, but let me tell you something, I am lonely, a 25-year-old lady with no boyfriend or sex life, living alone in a small apartment, it is no surprise I am in a lonely state and in need of intimacy with someone. Tell yourselves, is it wrong to want intimacy? Is it wrong to make such an action to get said intimacy, because in my eyes, there is nothing wrong with that. Now please pay attention to my character, I am modest, responsible, hardworking, and diligent, in my job I am respected, and my peers would say that I too am a respectable person in their own, not nudged opinion. Humans are creatures characterized by their social tendencies, and also have a goal like any other life forms to reproduce, is it any surprise that I did what I did? It is quite literally in the DNA of use humans to want and need social relationships and also to fulfill sexual desires. Now ask yourselves this question, do we villainize people who need food? Do we scorn people who want to breath air? Then it is the same for this situation. That is the end of my preface.

Now, when I had sex with that dead body, I wasn’t in the wrong here, I swear to you, as I had said in my preface I had sex with that dead body, not because I am a sick individual but rather it is in my DNA to have had sex with the dead body. Now whether or not said dead body had to be my dead nephew is up for debate for you guys, but I am in the opinion that I did nothing wrong. Now for the sake of argument I will entertain two thoughts, one is if heaven or any form of afterlife exist, and one where heaven or any form of afterlife exist. Let us start with the assumption that heaven or any other form of afterlife exist. If we were to assume this, then the dead body of dear nephew is nothing but a lifeless being at the end of its cycle and is being claimed by nature, dead beings return to the natural world, you know what else is natural, sexual desires, I am proposing that my actions as other said “a crime against nature” to simply be not true, me having intercourse with the body of my dead nephew isn’t something akin to Victor Frankenstein creating life, but rather part of nature. Now, ladies and gentlemen, necrophilia has been observe in nature, mammals, frogs, reptiles, and birds, have been observe to have had intercourse with dead bodies, but you don’t question them, I don’t see outrage when a bird has intercourse with a dead body, so why is it when I had intercourse with the body of my dear nephew, I am suddenly in the wrong? My actions of having sexual intercourse with the body of my dead nephew is simply not as I mentioned, others have put to be a “crime against nature” it is simply wrong. In addition to my argument, as you may surmise I have done no harm to other people with my acts of necrophilia, I didn’t personally murder my nephew, then had sex with his body, he simply died of a simply case of, falling down the stairs and cracking his neck, which I didn’t partake in, I wasn’t there, due to that fact I did no other morally wrong thing, I simply had sexual intercourse with the body of my dead nephew, there is nothing wrong with that. Now for the other assumption, that being the assumption that heaven any other forms of afterlife exist. If I were in the position of my dear dead nephew, that of dying from falling down the stairs and breaking my neck, being buried six feet under, being under there watching from heaven or some sort of afterlife, watching my cold lonely corpse unbothered, then suddenly my aunt dug me up, and had sex with my dead body, I personally would be unbothered, in fact I would be admittedly, happy, the knowledge that after my life some person got use of me, and that I made someone happy after I am long gone from the world, I would simply delight and not be upset. Granted that is just my opinion, but ladies and gentlemen, if you were in the same place, would you in fact not be entertained? Not be intrigued? That fact your dead body is being use for sexual pleasure, I would imagine that is quite boring in the afterlife, wont you be shivering in excitement over your body being having sexual intercourse after death, in fact my actions have most likely favored my nephew, who was most likely living a monotonous and mundane life in heaven, and in this I propose that I did nothing wrong.

I simply really adored my dear dead nephew is a person that I would consider truly innocent, and when he died I was devastated, oh he was so cute with his beautiful eyes and cute body, whenever I was with him my heart was simply pumping from love, and that is why I dug up his dead body and had sex with it. There is nothing wrong with this action, I will say it again, I am not a sick person, I simply wanted to regain my love and affection for a person that gave me love and affection, how is that sick? I just like any other person want love and affection and also sex, so I did, so when two people who love each other and give each other affection has sex, nobody bats and eye, but when in a admittedly unorthodox way, it is suddenly wrong, granted my dear dead nephew is well, dead, and also he was six feet underground, and I had to manually dig him up, how is that any different from them? Them who also want love and affection, they get no scrutiny when they get theirs their own way, how come if I get love and affection my own way that I am suddenly scrutinize? You know whose fault this is, our society.

Our society hangs on to stupid and ridiculous beliefs, like ketchup and fries, that other stupidity of it baffles me, here I am eating my fries without ketchup, because that piece of shit stinky fucking “condiment” is what you normally dip fries on, even though it is vile and disgusting, and when I refuse to dip my precious fries into what I think is just feces that is colored red, people look at me as if I was weird, as if my opinion on it shouldn’t exist, as if I broke the laws of reality, even though this fries and ketchup is nothing more than a made up stupid product of the human mind. Oh and need I mention people’s disgust upon finding out that I seat in watch the credits off a movie, as if I don’t do it to figure out who are the folks that made the movie that I just watch, they look at me as if I did something wrong, oh and people think that I am a psychopath for liking all my coffee decaffeinated, what is wrong with that opinion? I don’t get it, it’s all the goddamn same reaction every time, me saying that I enjoyed non-alcoholic beer, that I enjoy carbonated water, that I stick bubble gum in random places after I am done with. All of this, all of it is a social construct all of it are ideas that brainless idiots who would rather mindlessly follow and listen and religious accept that opinions of others as if they have no mind of themselves. I am sick and tired of these ideas that have as much value to them as writing something on a piece of paper, it is idiotic.

During a test there is a phenomenon that I would see, and while this sounds like a tangent, I assure you, it is related to my defense. This phenomenon that I would see during a test at school goes as follows. The class is quite and people are busy doing the test, time passes by and at the very least one or more people are done, the teacher said nothing about passing this test after you are done and so, that is our situation. I’ve seen people who are done and check there test to wait for someone else, someone who is also done to pass there test, because they are not sure if they are allowed to pass it, and so they wait for another person, who would bear the consequence, if for some reason, you aren’t allowed to pass it before the test time ends, the consequences I believe for them objectively are very minor, just a quick “oh you can’t pass this test yet”, but these words, these are embarrassing for them to be the receiving end of, and so they wait. I’ve seen the teacher, who noticing that some of the students are done with the test, break there waiting by saying, “You can pass the test done”, they have no worries if they misread that situation and in fact that none of them are done, the teacher would pay it no mind, because why would they, they are the authority in this situation, they are undeniably in control of the room, and no one would give them the embarrassing, “you are wrong”. There is a last observation, that of whom, finishes the test, and disregards the worries of the first observation, and also disregards the authority of the second, and bravely passes there test, even if there was no indication that they are able to pass it, these people, this is what I am, these people are the people who aren’t scared when it turns out that you aren’t able to pass the test and get humiliated, these are the people that if they were correct and you are able to pass the test if you are done, would prompt the teacher to declare that the students can pass the test if they happen to be done, and these are the people that also inspires that other students who wait anxiously and see if someone will take the fall, to pass there already completed test, these people are what I am, and I dare say, you people don’t see it.

I am not a sick person, I am simply a person who wants to pass there test, and that test being the need for love and affection, I am not crazy. My actions of having sexual intercourse with the body of my dear nephew upsets people not because it is a “crime against nature” or “immoral” it is simply because they are jealous of me, they are jealous of my success, and while I am under scrutiny, I don’t feel the need to change my opinion. In fact I dare say that I am a great person for having sexual intercourse with my dear dead nephew, I will compare the scrutiny I face with the my action of having sexual intercourse with my dear dead nephew to the crucifixion of Jesus Christ, for just like Jesus Christ, I am a person who preaches about love, and also loves, Jesus Christ loves the children of god, and I love my dear dead nephew, but for the simple harmless, and downright good natured actions we both are scrutinize and for him, Jesus Christ, he was executed, will I also be executed for preaching about love, I dare say you people, yes, you people who blindly scrutinize me, will you be willing to execute for preaching about love, because if so, you are no better than the people who also blindly executed Jesus Christ, and if you do manage to execute me, just like Jesus Christ I will return and I will start a ideal that people across the world, celebrate, if you so scrutinize me then you too are as ignorant as those people who executed Jesus Christ.

So for the conclusion of my justification, I will conclude that the world is ignorant and I am the only one who knows anything, I am awake in a sleeping society. I will also reiterate, this started with me wanting nothing more than love and affection and only love affection, I am not in the wrong for seeking that love and affection, and I am not in the wrong for having sexual intercourse with my dear dead nephew, I swear it is just love and affection that lead me here, just a simply want to feel those basic needed feelings, I could’ve been bitter and be a mass murderer if I didn’t had sexual intercourse with my dear dead nephew, in order words by having sexual intercourse with my dear dead nephew, I basically save people from dying, would you want to persecute someone who save people from dying , granted they would be by my own hands, yet nonetheless I save people from dying and you people would be willing do persecute me for it, how shameless do you people have to be to do that? All I did by digging the corpse of my dear dead nephew and having sexual intercourse with it, is nothing but get love and affection that I deserve, and you selfish people who would persecute me for doing that are nothing but heartless, mindless, buffoons, slaves to society, who cannot think for themselves, yet also at the same time think of themselves as important enough to persecute me an innocent woman who only wanted love and affection. I hope you are happy, I hope you are very happy, happy that you think that I am in the wrong for wanting love and affection, for getting that love and affection by having sexual intercourse with my dear dead nephew, an act which I persist I did no wrong, I am nothing short of innocent, I am a victim of selfish people who will and cannot see to themselves that they are brainwashed by society that they are stupid, cowardly and stinky, a victim of a society that wants change yet gets annoyingly angry when that change occurs, and a victim of human instinct to perceive something that is even somewhat unorthodox to be evil, I hope you people are happy with yourself, you people are persecuting, scrutinizing, and by a metaphorically definition executing me, me a person who wants nothing but love and affection and only according to want love and affection. This concludes my justification for my actions.