The only thing that fills the void is my grill. The only thing that halts my pain is grilling. If I stopped grilling, the sadness would overwhelm me. I’m a centrist, near a grill is the only place I feel safe, safe and content. The grill warms my heart like it does the meat I grill, it sears my heart, giving me life, emotion, and feeling. Without grilling, I have absolutely nothing.