If the person I’m talking about in this text is reading this: I just wanted to let you know that I’m sorry. I’m a loser and I know it. You won. I miserably lost the confrontation.

So I was playing turtle and I was in the stronger team at that moment.

So I snuck into the enemy spawn to try and get a few extra kills. I put my shield down. It was behind the enemy spawn.

The enemy team spawned and I started shooting. An enemy turned around, ran to me, and killed me.

Then he started teabagging me. I was upset and I asked him why he teabagged me.

He replied: “ez”

I replied something along the lines of:

“I would never teabag someone unless they teabag me.”

I was trying to figure out why he teabagged me. Maybe because I was trying to spawn kill. But still. I personally wouldn’t teabag someone, even when they spawnkill me.

He replied again with: “EZ”

I replied something like:

“I was trying to figure out why you teabagged me. I wanted to see things from your perspective.”

Then he said: “You are crying”

I was pissed and I wanted to get revenge on him at that time.

I was trying to teabag him and I succeded a few times.

He still had the upper hand. He killed me a lot more than I killed him. He teabagged me a lot more than I teabagged him.

They lost the round but that player still pretty much owned me most of the time.

I reported him on steam for being rude, because I was pissed at that time.

This could go on for another 2 years but let me cut it short:

I basically lost the whole confrontation once again. I’m currently around level 280.

That player was under level 100. I think level 30 or 50 or something. I don’t know for sure.

I still can’t aim. I still have no proper game sense. I don’t know what I’m doing most of the time. I lose most 1v1 encounters and I’m a fucking idiot.

Not only in the game obviously. I’m a soft, idiotic loser in real life too. I don’t like being myself. I want to be someone else.

Every time I argue with someone I lose. Every time I try to own someone I fail. Every time I try to win a confrontation I fail.

I keep on getting fucked in general.

I had multiple arguments in the past few weeks in this game and I lost every single one of them.

I will never argue again. I will stop trying to stand up for myself.

What’s the point? I’m in the wrong anyway and I will lose the argument and the confrontation regardless.

So why should I bother?

Every single person I get mad at for being rude to me is better than me. Not only in the game, but for sure also in real life.

I suck. I’m bad. I’m a loser. I can’t win.

I will never argue with anybody ever again.

Not on Reddit

Not in Dirty Bomb

Not in real life

Not anywhere else

I’m a loser, I suck. I’m done.

Have a nice day guys.