I think it started a couple of years ago, I’m not sure exactly when and why, but I started feeling weird attraction to lizards. But not to normal ones, I started fapping on humanoid reptiles like these bipedal dragons, kobolds, lizardfolks, that one Salazzle Pokémon and many other examples. It could be a normal thing, but later on I suddenly realized that real porn looks disgusting for me and doesn’t turn me on, but whenever I see a picture of a sexy kobold or lizardfolk, my dick immediately gets erect and I have to suppress the urge to fap on it “right here and right now”. At the same point I stopped seeing boobs as something attractive and I feel infuriated when artists just snap them on any art to make a creature look feminine, but for reptiles it makes absolutely no sense. I guess this was a no way back point for me.
It all started getting worse when I found out I got turned on by a male picture of male humanoid dragon, and that was the moment when I knew: I fucked up. Currently I fap only on these kinds of reptilian artworks, I even bought Kobold Kare on Steam so I could be closer to fucking a real sentient humanoid lizard. But don’t get me wrong, I’m not a furry, I hate that subculture, and real lizards don’t turn me on at all, now my dick only gets erect when I see humanoid reptiles, so I’m not a zoophile either. Is that just my xenophilia dominating my personality or did I become a lizardkisser for some reason? I’m not asking if it can be fixed, because I don’t want to fix it, I love fapping on humanoid reptiles, real women can never be as sexy and attractive as a lusty argonian maid, and don’t even dare try proving otherwise, you will never understand how it truly feels.