My stomach hurts so bad. It feels empty no matter how much I eat. It burns, like the acid in my stomach is burning my from the inside out. It feels like it’s shriveling up, getting smaller from the lack of food, but I’ve ate so much. It’s like a demon is inside of me, and eating up everything I consume. It’s taking all my nutrition. I can’t feel anything else but this hunger. What is going on? Maybe the acid did go through my stomach and made a hole in it, and now all that food is just falling right through me. I know you probably don’t want to hear this, but I haven’t used the bathroom in days. I’ve peed, my bladder still seems to work, thank God. I’ve been losing so much weight too. You can see my bones now. I look anorexic, but I’ve eaten so much. I ordered 3 Big Macs at McDonalds the other day, but I still felt like I was starving. I’m going to see a doctor.

It’s been a few days after I saw the doctor, and he said everything was fine. The hunger has grown more and more. What have I done to deserve this? I can’t get anything done, because all I’m thinking about is the hunger. I’m so skinny, but I’ve eaten so much. It hurt so bad that I cry everyday. I feel like I’m dying.