this is something i needed to say, since apparently im “too into ace attorney” or “stop making your only personality trait franziska von karma.” i know i can be a fucking hypocrite sometimes but even if i act like this towards people, im pretty sure they arent the same. I am Kaichi, a transgender male with transphobic parents. One year ago i lost my trust, my happiness, and my sanity. As a result of the events of late 2019/early 2020 i was ‘blessed’ with this horrible anxiety that stays a year later. Around a year and a half ago, i found out my parents are most likely transphobic. And now, i identify as a transgender FtM. After losing all my friends, after finding out im worthless to most people, i gained shitty anxiety that doesn’t leave. I cant stop worrying everyone hates me. I cant stop worrying my parents know im LGTBQ+ and would hate me. I have horrible dreams. Just sittying idely im pained with the worry that they can read my mind. It’s horrible. I’m fucking terrified. I have two places i can go. To my comfort zone, a lovely river where i can do what i want, nobodys there, and just be alone. And to ace attorney. Most commonly Franziska. It calms me. In fact, when i go to the river i usually bring my Franziska keychain or jut think about her there. Shes calming. She makes me happy. Playing ace attorney is a distraction; a getaway. Most people dont judge me for my obsessiveness anymore, but it happened before. Ace Attorney is one of the only things that keeps me happy, and when the weather is bad or if i have to move, i cant bring that river. I can bring Ace Attorney. It makes me happy. It makes me calm. Its the reason i haven’t done anything bad to myself in a long time. Let me be happy, please.