I don’t wanna be like anyone else. I don’t wanna be fake to fit in or have lots of friends. I’m just me. And I refuse to be anything other than me. I also refuse to settle. I always strive to be better than who I was yesterday.. I strive to be stronger. I’m more motivated than ever to get fitter and healthier..

I’m committed to my purpose and to my well-being. I’m focused on bettering myself… pushing myself to new limits.. limiting toxic drama and investing my time into being greater. I want no part of gossip, fake friendships, fake circles, fake smiles, being popular, I love my own company. There’s nothing better than owning your solitude and waking up everyday with a craving to exercise, educate yourself, eat clean, be in nature, and loving yourself – nurturing your soul and thanking God every morning for another day

I’ve never fitted in, and never will. I’ve always questioned everything, and everyone. People called me paranoid. People called me crazy. People called me a freak. Now people back off cause they know I’m no fool. I’ve always seen through the BS, whether that’s with the world, or everyday people… my inquisitive nature and survival mode that I’ve been put in since a child has benefited me more than anything. I was told I was a pessimist, when in fact I’m just a realist. I was told I was always on the look out. Yes, as a child when you have felt in constant danger, you automatically adapt to a survival way of living. I always tried to fix it and thought I had problems – that psychologists could fix it, or I could reprogram my mind or ‘heal’ my childhood trauma.. but I’ve learnt to accept it, be grateful & use it to my benefit.

Now I realise it’s actually helped me in life, I’ve always been prepared for the worst case scenario.. it’s helped me see through lies and fake people, to navigate life, it’s helped me to question the mainstream narrative, it’s guiding me now to prepare for what’s coming, it’s always enabled me to enjoy my own solitude, it’s turned me into a fighter, a warrior, a wolf and not a sheep.

I don’t need to fix anything. I am me. My past, present & future.