I enjoy it when when people lose someone they love that uses Reddit

This joy is in no way sexual. But watching friends/family members suffer in their own self loathing after anything from suicide to an accident or even Redditor deaths from military or illness really brightens my day. On one one hand I’m sad if they have barely any karma (<15k) because maybe they actually had a life and didn’t spend all their time on Reddit. But watching people be so insanely distraught over the loss of their family/friend Redditor is just the best thing to me. I genuinely, genuinely could not care less for a Redditor and I don’t see their worth whatsoever. And their stupid social media “angel friend/daughter/son” posts damn near make me bust out laughing at their attention grabbing, especially their howling of “what could have been”

Of course, when I interact with a Redditor I’m nice, unfortunately their suffering is collateral damage in my enjoyment.